Okay, last night I got really depressed and I felt like I like left my mind and went AFK (guess, I went into a trance?) I told my friend sometimes I just want to kill myself (I really don’t though) opened up the message to say good morning and saw what I wrote, I did not remember saying that stuff to him. I know I’m bipolar but this was the first time I don’t remember saying something serious like that and it freaked me out tad bit.


Hey anon,

It sounds like you experienced dissociation. Going away from keyboard is actually one of the best descriptions I’ve heard of dissociation! It can cause memory loss known as dissociative amnesia.

I would recommend speaking to your doctor about this, but it is a possible symptom of bipolar. Here are some resources:

Best of luck.


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